I’m not empty, but I’m not whole.
Not disappointed, but not satisfied.
Not sad, but not happy.
Not tired, but not perky.
Calm on the outside, screaming inside.
I’m anxious, but I don’t want to deal with a panic attack.
I feel like crying, but I just washed my face.
I feel numb, but I feel this feeling, so I guess I can’t be numb.
Guess my answer is a more complicated than the question.
And this isn’t just now, this is constant.
Just a quick “I’m fine”, and I’m honest
Because I’m used to this feeling, it’s always there,
It’s just bothering me a little extra right now.
But I’ll surpress it until the next time it tries taking over me,
It’s my “meant to be”, so I’m a pro,
I just feel so lonely when it has to go.
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